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Wed 2 Jul 2008

Surgery of mommy

 

Every body who sees me, my colleagues I mean, says that as soon as I can, I go Tehran to live and work there! Why?!! Because, they say, here, in Zanjan, there is no room to improve, especially because of its people`s minds and thoughts, their behaviors and their culture! You see, I personally like Tehran, especially those beautiful locals and high class places, not crowded ones and not south of it, of course! And I like to live there, and then follow my programs and going abroad in foreign Currency Department of International Bank, in its foreign branches, but the only problem is … you see… Lisa! I love her and I do not want to lose her, too! But I guess she is very dependent on her family! She loves her family so much and undoubtedly she won’t come with me away of her family! Once, I asked her about where ideal to live? She said “wherever you are the most successful!” I asked “what about you?” she replied gracefully “I prefer to be less successful, but live by my family!” what do you think? Should I follow other`s idea? Which seems reasonable? Or should I obey my heart and whatever it says?!!!

By the way, tomorrow morning, they are going to do an operation on Lisa`s mother, God helps, it is really difficult challenging surgery, and please pray for her to get better as soon as possible! I was in Tehran on Monday to be near Lisa and mother, maybe she would need some help of me, (of course I called Lisa to see if there was any thing I could do, but she said that they did not do the operation because of the weakness of her mother`s heart, and it was postponed unto tomorrow! (Of course I did not tell Lisa that I went Tehran just because of her and her mother!!!)) I hope mother gets better soon and consequently my Lisa gets calm and relaxed more… she even could not study for her exams and I guess she would fail this term, her last term of studies!!! God, please the mother and my Lisa!!!! Ok???!!!!

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 11:4 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Sun 29 Jun 2008

LISA IS LIKE OTHER GIRLS, A NORMAL ONE!!!!

Yesterday afternoon, I was wandering in the streets that suddenly I found myself in front of the office which I had rented to establish my translation house, with my ex-wife and which after divorce, I handled it totally to her and helped her to establish her own commercial company. A lot of nice and bad memories filled up my mind and immediately caused me depressed and discharged of energy! The sense of disapproving which had caused me to leave my home and to go to the south to forget every thing! And only Lisa could help me to overcome. Yes, the same, disgusting feeling of reminding of past memories… by the way, I got so depressed that I did not like to do any thing or to see or talk any body, just Lisa!!! I could not stop myself not to disturbing her… sent her a message and asked her to help me to overcome the issue, I explained her that the same feeling after almost several months suddenly embodied in my mind and that I need her and her prayers … she did not reply until the midnight, that I was asleep, she told “you are thinking that you are unthankful to God?!!! In the case, so what should I do?!!! If you were in my position what would you do?!!! It is the night of tomorrow-up-coming exam which I have not studied any thing, my mom is sick, and is in the hospital waiting for a surgery on her Gloater organ … I ask you and your respectful family please please  pray for her to get better!!! “When I heard this news, I got sad! First, I am a stranger for her still! I have not known anything about her mother`s health problem, she has not told me any thing! Second, the effect that my sms had on her! She will definitely think that I am too emotional and too sensitive and too uncertain that she can not count on me any more! She can not relay on me against the troubles of the life and instead I would do so! You know, girls always seek for strong men who they can always relay on them in any condition… not people like me, weak and emotional, (really?!!! Am I so?!!!) The more I try to control my feelings and not expressing them, especially to the girls, the less I could succeed and this behavior has a negative influence on my audiences of my personal life! Suggest me to do some thing for that! How can I compensate this negative feeling that I let on Lisa????!!!! In the morning, after I prayed, I sent sms to Lisa to tell her that she is important for me and I can understand her feelings and nowadays situation… I have prayed for her… she is like other normal people! She sometimes gets angry, sometimes gets tired and bored, some times cries and some times laughs… she is an ordinary girl like others, a human, but the image which I have created of her in my mind is my ideal girl, maybe far away differs from the reality, exactly like my ex-wife which caused a lot of problems… the only difference between her and me is that SHE NEVER EXPRESSE HER FEELINGS OR HER THOUGHTS AND IDEAS, ESPECIALLY WITHIN THE DOMAIN OF EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS!!! for this what can I do?!!! Please suggest your ideas… every body… I need your helps… ok?!!!

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 6:29 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Sun 22 Jun 2008

Moving Apadana!

We finally moved Apadana`s first branch yesterday, where we have been to for 4 years, and where I have had a lot of memories, nice and beautiful memories of nice people, my Lisa, … ! We moved to our new branch which is ours and I located in Darvazeh Ark. It took more than 6 hours to pack the things and move… we did it alone, me and Mr. Moghanlou.

In the morning, I gave my class examination, Parvaneh and others, she got top, but she was little inconvenience about the result! She was criticizing me that I discriminate among students!!!! Why? Because I gave other students some marks extra and for her no! I just wanted to encourage and motivate the students, weaker ones, but she is so nice and intelligent and smart that there was no need to encourage her with extra MARKS!!! I encourage her in other ways, giving her movies, chatting with her, sending sms… but she does not pay attention to these things and just feels jealous and … no matter… she is a girl like other girls! Strange and unknown!!!!

Today the other class of mine finished and I could be proud! They improved their English remarkably! Just Antonio, a 26-27 year-old man, married and too busy, could not come to the class for more than just 6 sessions form the beginning! But I myself called him and asked him to join us and do not to interrupt English in any way… he got so happy and said “ok, he will come to take the exam next week, I called Behnam and Mousavi, too, but they can not come to the class unfortunately. You do not guess how sad I get when I see that my students abandon English and class without getting any benefit, while if they struggled little more, they definitely would be successful!

Yesterday after finishing moving, Mr. Moghanlou and his friend and I went Karvensara Sangi to eat dinner, there they spoke a lot about politics, president, the deeds he has done and WISE!!!! Words he has told, you know… I hate politics… it is full of lie and unfaithfulness, I hate speaking about our president! (I wonder who called him president and who even elected him!!!! I hope this time he would not be elected! ((Unfortunately he WOULD!!!!!))) By the way, whenever I think about politics, our government and our system of controlling the nation, I get unconsciously disappointed and so sad that I want to abandon every every thing and die!!! In these times, you see, to be frank, thinking of LISA and living with HER, and her kindness gets me energy to bear and control myself! I just like, in these occasions, to make love with LISA and forget every every thing! But how?!!!! My God… you can understand me… I need her… please…. Hey hey hey!!!  

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 9:41 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Thu 19 Jun 2008

Old people

Old people are always respectful and they must be respected in any way and in any condition... they are the lights of life and the sources of knowledge and experiences that are completely different form ours, i.e. not academic, nor even written, otherwise, by heart and by mind. I love old people and always I try hard to help them in any way, mostly financially and some times physically… you see, I love talking to them, listening to their tales of their youth ages, whatever they have done and they wanted to do, their ambitions and their hopes for the future… you know, the fact is that we all think that we never get old and that we are completely and absolutely different from those creatures with bowed backs, scratched skins, hole-taken eyes, bold heads, sometimes little gray and white hairs on, ones with a stick in their hands, bending over their legs, hardly can move and walk, taking pills and medicine and always complaining about their bodies` pain! Am I right?!!! But remember that they were some day young girls and boys full of enjoyment and happiness, full of energy and hopes for the future, bold, brave, strong and beautiful, … and we will reach that point, too!!!!

I hate retire some! You just sit and wait until your death came over! In this case I prefer to welcome the death and do suicide! There is an old man in our neighborhood, which is not able to work, and he is alone, too! He lives with his son, and his family but he is alone! I can feel from the deepest corners on my heart... you see… he has nothing to do except sitting on the curb or beside a wall in the shadow a looking around and counting the seconds to pass until he could pray! And again and again, every day and every day, wasting the golden times of the unique event, the miracle of the nature, the life, to finish! Not just him, but there are so many many the same old people who are just sitting nonsense and waiting to death to come! I hate to be like these men! I will never have retired some, if yes, I definitely would select my own way of death… I believe inactivity and stop is death itself, even worse than it, a human never ever stop or abandon struggling and challenging, life if challenging and struggling…

 

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 10:19 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Wed 18 Jun 2008

In the class, there was a discussion about the favorit writer and favorit books we have read already. You know, I got so surprised when knew that very small percentage of people read books and they have never read even 1 percent of the books and stories I have already read! Why?!!!! From the stories and novels you can see the world compleely and within other dimentions and point of views that you may never be able to get even during your life time! I am not kidding… with reading every writter`s novel and work you get familiar with a new and novel insight and thought… the writers are geniues and they are unique and always cause the greatest effects on the people and the society… the histery can evidence… you should not ignore the novels and stories just beacuase they are only FANCIES! Every story and fancy has some reality behind and no writer can write any thing unless he has experienced some thing in reality!

We were speaking and our discussion reached to the point that almost most of writers committed sucide at the end of their lives, Hemingway, Jabran Khalil Jabran, Sadegh Hedayat, Leon Tolestoy, Shekspiare, … we, then discussed their possible reason, and I explaiend them that they did the sucide just becausae they wanted to experience the only thing that remeind for them… the DEATH, itself! From the view point of beauty, the death is beautifual and exciting if you, yourself, go for it! You choose when you die and this is important! You exactely know and select when end your life and the feeling of this control gives you the most unbeliveable and incredible feeling of POWER and strength.

You can imagine that the DEATH is a very big and beautiful window at the top of a highest skyscraper … YOU CAN JUMP WHENEVER YOU LIKE … but before doing so, let see other corners of the room, other rooms of the same floor and even other satairs … you may find your love nad the thing that makes you feel happy and satisfied… and then if you can not find that or if you find every thing, then you can jump out of that window and choose your death and experience it! Have ever commited suicide? Or even have you ever thought about it?!!! Me????!!! I have thought and even twice I reached to the dead exterime of doing so… but the above thoughts did not allow me to commite and I got back of the decision! And you see… I could find better and better possible things and opportunities in my new born! I could find my… my LOVE, true LOVE, LISA, and I could manage to find a good job, continue my edcations, making friedns of different people, and a lot of other things… thanks goodness…

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 10:52 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Mon 16 Jun 2008

 

The English tests

http://www.4shared.com/file/37510499/d868a82a/English_Placement_Test.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/37510818/6eacebd0/Sample_English_Vocabulary_tests.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/37511004/c8aea067/TOEFL_SAMPLE_TESTS.html

A scientific article about how fall in love and why. It is interesting to know some thing about the process

http://www.4shared.com/file/37401024/ca438f0/how_to_fall_in_love.html

pictures of different places where I have traveled. Seeing them is enjoyable.

http://www.4shared.com/file/37400247/78cf7dc7/IRAN-KASHAN.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/37399413/6b452c6a/IRAN-KONG.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/37399979/d512f1a1/IRAN-RAMSAR.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/37401106/d15e5169/IRAN-ZABOL.html

Apadana`s pictures in Assh festival

http://www.4shared.com/file/37766096/955d3fa0/______.html

my beautiful house and garden in Zanjan

http://www.4shared.com/file/37402003/b243603f/IRAN-ZANJAN-MYHOUSE.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/37401509/46e8e424/IRAN-ZANJAN.html

the little prince by Du sen egzu Perry (English)

http://www.4shared.com/file/38273855/2c94876/The_little_prince.html

the little prince (Persian)

http://www.4shared.com/file/38273529/4ce601c9/_____.html

the peace and war by Tolstoy (English)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39210443/c029749c/WAR_AND_PEACE_by_Leo_Tolstoy.html

Paradise Lost by John Milton (English)  (بهشت گمشده)

http://www.4shared.com/file/38521397/33cbfef4/Paradise_lost_by_milton.html

Daddy Long Legs (Judy About)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39215588/cd52781d/daddy_long_lengs_by_Jean_Webster.html

Bible (انجیل)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39216764/4b566238/bibel.html

Avesta (اوستا)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39217269/8b90bb0b/azargoshasp-parsi.html

Quran (English)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39219287/1274ccb1/Quran_english.html

Mafatiho Aljenan (مفاتیح الجنان برای موبایل فرمت جاوا)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39220391/d96607a8/Mafatih_1224.html

Sahifeye Sajadiyeh (صحیفه سجادیه برای موبایل فرمت جاوا)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39222294/2c7519b/Sahifeh-mobile_Emamsajjadcom_.html

Komeil prayers (ARABIC and PARSIAN)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39997643/4cd2349/Komeil_Arabic.html

A TRUE QUEST IN LEARNING ENGLISH (selected English readings, written by MYSELF)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39494306/b82b6c19/A_true_quest.html

My book : the forgotten revenge (a novel in Persian)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39510552/b2f22fc4/Yaser_Book.html

My book :fundamental principals of translation (grammar in both English and Persian, translation …)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39311302/a5ed234b/fundamental_principles_.html

Quran in English  

http://www.4shared.com/file/39219287/1274ccb1/Quran_english.html

Parvine Etesami (Persian poems)

http://www.4shared.com/file/39669009/172021d6/parvine_etesami.html

parsian translation of Quran

http://www.4shared.com/file/40228805/5975f33c/Persian_Translation_of_quran.html

Divane Shams (MOLANA- persain)

http://www.4shared.com/file/40229700/9aff27eb/Divan_e_Shams_Molana_.html

 

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 10:54 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Wed 11 Jun 2008

mountain climbing and volliball playing with students on the up-coming friday

To day in the class there was a discussion and you know i want to encourage my students to conyinue the langauge as much as they can until they reach to thier higher profecinecy ... as you know already, I have had some negative feelings about this class, beacuse of my aunt! but now I really like it! do you know why? beacuse some talenyed people are there that really like and want to learn! Parvaneh is one of them... amolst from the 7 student I have had, now just  come, they ran away of the class... but Parvaneh and Jila stand... i like them so much, especially Parvaneh. She is so attractive, so great and so open minded that I feel I have known her for a long time! she is very active, in this case, she is resembling my Lisa, and of course she is very happy and very lovely pretty girl... I like her so much and she gives me motivation to do my best and more than that to teach them... and Jila... she is nice, too. she is not as smart as Parvaneh, however! Jenifer is still lazyiest in the class but I have tried and try hard to motivate her and I think I have done that! I will ask her to give a lecture about her inventions in the past she had done and sent to Kharazmi festival... i asked her previous teacher to find out that! and some thing else... we, the students, Parvaneh, jila, Jenifer, Sandra and I are going to go mountain climbinig on friday, Khordad 31st, and there we will play volliball, you know, I am good at that and Jenifer wabts to challenge with me! she thought that I wont accept her challenging, but she has not still known me!!!! I accepted her invitation and I will play... Parvaneh and I are at the same group and they, Jila, sandra and her on the opponent, and we bet whoever loses, they will bring the other a great breakfast! I think it will be winderful experience for them all! I am inviting you, too, to come with us on the friday, in the morning, at 6 oclock at Gavezangi complex to have a challenge...

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 10:2 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Tue 10 Jun 2008

Episode 10: Friday night

 

10) جمعه شب

[خداییش یه آشی بود... تا حالا همچین آشی نخورده بودیم! واقعا جای تعجبه... مرد و این جور کاراااااااااا؟!!! فرق می کنه با همه!!! رویمنا می گفت از صبح که اونجا بوده حتی نذاشته بهش کمک کنه... همه کارا رو تنهایی انجام داده... همه چیزیم خودش درست کرد و بالاخره ساعت 4 عصر کامل شد... خیلی محشر بود... خانم آقای مغانلو که کلی کلاس می ذاشت و همه اش می خواست ازش ایراد بگیره و رو این کلید کرده بود که :این آش... آش کشک نیست... آش ماسته!" من نمی دونم فرق بین آش ماست با آش کشک چیه؟!!! اما واقعا خوشمزه بود... یه آشی بود خاطره انگیز... دو تا میز و گذاشته بود وسط سالن و روش یه سفره پهن کرده بود و دور تا دورش صندلی گذاشته بود و بعد مابقی مخالفات رو میز... تزئین و ... یه هندونه بزرگ و شیرینم گرفته بود و خودش برامون قاچ کرد و ... عالی بود... بفیه رو نمی دونم اما برا من محشر بود... باز خانم مغانلو... نتونست تحمل کنه و آخرش یه مو رو از ماست بیرون کشید... یه مو در آورد و گفت " شما موهاتون می ریزه!!!!؟؟؟؟ کل آش شده پر مو!!!" این و که گفت... بنده خدا استاد... کلی از صبح خسته شده بود و خنده های ما خستگی رو از تنش در می آورد که با این حرف انگار آواری سرش خراب شد... ناراحت شد ... اما اصلا به رو خودش نیاورد و همه اش می خندید... اما چشاش یه چی دیگه می گفتن! دلم براش سوخت... راستش... کسی نیست که درکش کنه... خدا کمکش کنه... با این حال... منم از لج خانوم مغانلو که شده... یه کاسه دیگه خوردم... رومینا سه تا خورد... جای پرنیا هم خالی بود... گفته بود می آد اما نیومد... نمی دونم چرا... به هر حال از دست داد... باز بشه دوباره استاد و گیر بندازیم و برامون آش بپزه و ... اوووووووووه]

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[ هنوزم باورم نمی شه!!!! من اون کار و کردم؟!!! وای ی ی ی ی... الانم که تصور می کنم همه بدنم می لرزه! چقدر با حال بود... ای کاش این کار نمی کردیم اما... حالا چی می شه؟!!! چه اتفاقی می افته؟!!! گفته بود مادرش می خواد من و ببینه... برا همینم من رفتم خونشون... اما... اما... کسی خونه نبود... پرسیدم پس مادرت اینا کجان؟ گفت رفتن تهران... تنهام... واسه همینم نگفتم بهت... تا بیای پیشم و با هم باشیم... کلی خونه بزرگشون و نشونم داد... پذیرایی... چه مبلمانی! چه دکوراسیونی... بعد که رسیدیم اتاق خودش... نشوندتم رو تختش و برام نوشیدنی آورد ... راستش... نوشیدنیش یه نوشدینی معمولی نبود... خب... من معتقددم ادم باید هر چیزی رو یه بارم که شده امتحان کنه! خب... منم امتحان کردم دیگه... کمی تلخ بود... اما کلی تند... نتونستم یه لیوان و کامل تموم کنم... بعدش گفت :حالا چشات و ببند... بعد از گونم بوسید... خب... خجالت کشیدم... چشام و که باز کردم دیدم به چشام خیره شده... صورت خوشگلش جلو صورتم بود و یه لبخند زیبا رو لبای غنچه ایش! نتونستم خودم نگر دارم... بی اختیار لبم رو لبش گذاشتم و چشامو بستم... دیگه نمی دونم چی شد... یه دفه به خودم اومدم دیدم که ... هستم... و اونم پیشم بی حال افتاده... بدنم سست بود... عرق کرده بودم ... یه حالی داشتم که تا اون موقع هیچ وقت تحربش نکرده بودم... یه دردی سراسر وجودم گرفته بود... یه درد غریب اما دوست داشتنی... نمی دونم می شه مگه درد و هم دوست داشت؟!!! الانم درد دارم... اما نه به اون شدت... ترس سراسر وجودم در بر گرفت... نکنه....؟!!! وای نه! اگه... من چه کنم؟!!! به خونوادم چی بگم؟!!! آبروم می ره... اما همینکه دیدمش چطور مثل یه بجه ناز خوابیده... آرامش گرفتم... خب... من می خوامش دیگه...اونم من و می خواد...پس هیچ مشکلی پیش نمی آد... ما می خوایم با هم زندگی کنیم... چه ایرادی داره؟ انتخابمون و کردیم و ... بعد پا شدم و لباسام و پوشیدم و همدیگه رو بوسیدیم و ازم کلی تشکر کرد و منم فقط لبخند زدم و گفتم قابل شما رو نداشت! بعد اومدم... دلم می خواست کمی تنها باشم... کمی قدم بزنم و با خودم کنار بیام و این واقعه رو حلاجی کنم... گفتم نمی خواد من برسونی.. خودم می رم... وای ... یعنی ما اون کار و کردیم؟!!!!  چه حس قشنگی...! برا اولین بار احساس کردم غیر از خودم به یکی دیگه هم تعلق دارم و یکی دیگه هم برام مهمه!!! این عشقه؟!!!

بعدش همینکه در اومدم از خونشون و تازه از پارک جلو خونشون رد نشده بودم که فرخی بهم زنگ زد! اونم همیشه یه موقعی زنگ می زنه که اصلا انتظارش و ندارم! می گفت می خواد بیاد دنبالم تا ببرتم بیرون... اما گفتم من باید برم جلسه... کلاس داریم... ناراحت شد... اما اصلا حوصله اون و نداشتم...دوست داشتم فکر کنم... الانم حوصلش و ندارم... باشه فردا باهاش حرف می زنم... تل داره می زنگه...

-          الو؟!!! سلام لیزا جون! چطوری؟!!!

-          سلام... اااااااااااا حالت خوبه؟

-          آره... بهتر از این نمی شه... چطور مگه؟!!!!

-          تا حالا اینطوری ندیده بودمت... لحن صدات کلی عوض شده... اتفاقی افتاده...؟

-          نه!

-          - می خندی ؟!!!

-          آره... همینطوری

-          تو یه چیزیت شده ها!!!!

-          خب دیگه...

-          راستی چرا نیومدی امروز؟!!!

-          امروز؟ کجا؟

-          ای بابا... حافظه! آش... استاد می خواست آش درست کنه!

-          ااااااااااااا راستی رفتین؟ چطور بود؟!!! تونسته بود درست کنه؟!!!

-          آره... چه جورم! خیلی هم خوشمزه بود!

-          منم آش ش ش ش ش ش!

-          از دستت رفت...

-          عیبی نداره... عوضش یه چیز خیلی گرانبها رو به دست آوردم...

-          چی؟!!! تو یه چیزیت هست امشب!!!!

-          آره... می گم بهت... حالا کاری نداری؟!!!

-          خب.... اگه تو می خوای باشه... شب خوش...

[حوصله هیچ کس و الان ندارم.... می خوام تنها باشم... دراز بکشم و به اون فکر کنم... وای خدا... یعنی من الان دیگه...!]

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 10:41 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Mon 9 Jun 2008

Yesterday some thing confusing occurred for me… but an interesting for every one who hears that! You know… yesterday I was not going to go to the Bank in the afternoon, so I thought “for the first time during this term, I will be ON TIME at my class…” I rushed there and exactly I was there at 6:30 to begin the class… but… the secretary looked at me with her confusing numb eyes and said “Mr. Mousavi… you have the class at Darvaze Ark branch… not here in Jade Shahrak!” I gut surprised… then I did not know to laugh or getting angry… so I inevitably rushed to reach the class which was supposed to be held at 6:30! Unfortunately, I got stuck in traffic jam and it was not until 8:15 that I could reach my class! Poor Mr. Moghanlou, himself, was holding the class until I reached there to manage to do it myself!!!! I thing these days I have had a lot of preoccupied mind, mostly, to be frank, because of Lisa… I am worrying about her… my future… hers… what can I do now? Nothing… I have to wait until the suitable time comes… oh my God…

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 5:17 PM |  لینک ثابت   • 

Sun 8 Jun 2008

The perplexed girl gave her nice and motivated comments on the way which I am writing and progressing the story… first of all, can I call your real name?!!! if allowed I like call your real name, Atefe, a very beautiful name, makes me feel jealous, as she said “your story is in so simple and linear sequences that one can easily predict what is going to happen next! Lisa is a person who always does correctly and never do any mistakes, Parnia, on the other hand, is a childish girl, and Romina is  immature, and the teacher is an ashamed lover, who does not know how to express his LOVE! It is better you write some how in a way that the reader can not guess what the on-coming event is…” I am really happy that she gives her ideas so precisely and perfectly and it gives me a great new notions about the development of the story…. But to reply her… I do not want to write just a story… it is a scientific observational text of strange people`s ideas and thoughts that I have witnesses during my years of experience the students and people… I try hard to put myself in the place of other people… to see form their viewpoint myself and the world around to get better understanding of the world around and to make my own specific world consisting the different dimensions of others viewpoints, as you know, everybody sees the reality form her or his own specific point of view, the pick of the mountain is seen by climbers in different directions and different dimensions. What I am going to do is to get this insight of the reality to help first myself and second my friends to get a better perceives of the world surrounding us and ourselves as the components of this world… to reach to a shared commonsense to help ourselves to live better and get along well with each other… and you know… the story I am writing is a scientific, psychological and humanistic work … since it is going to be a scientific work… it is in the style of observation… I am restating the reality… my own experiences and perceives of the world and people within that… but again I am thankful about your nice ideas… hoping the continuation of those beautiful and nice notions to make me motivated more and more and I will definitely conceder your comments and I am thinking of making it more interesting and exiting…

And some news… they asked me to change my place of work to go to the central branch which I much more crowded … and you know… to be frank… I have been gradually getting used to work here, unfortunately the managements of Iran always want to make things better but it happens vise versa! My colleagues have not liked me to leave them.. mr. Khameh says “do not act intelligent there… do on purpose errors and mistakes… make them confused and ask them irrelevant questions to make them annoyed and then they definitely will get you back here…” but I can not do that! I always do my best in any condition  and in any situation… what do you think?!!! Do I have to be myself or as Khame says?!!!

نوشته شده توسط Yaser Mousavi در 9:56 PM |  لینک ثابت   •